Thursday, September 08, 2005
highway blues
hey. tired but still have to update. i just felt like updating. this holiday seems to make me grow more tired by day. sleep late in the night and still have to wake up early and go to school for classes. we sort of had our timeout. then i was like getting myself to adapt the new temporary life. without her. then suddenly she sms from indonesia saying that she's coming back real soon. so i was expecting her on monday. yup. then came the news bout the plane crash in indonesia which freaked me out. i asked a lot of people wondering where the plane was actually heading. no one was really sure. i thought and thought and made myself more tired. i admit. i missed. so, we sort of met. online. and we chatted. but not long she have to go. again. to study. i still had lots to tell. lots to ask. but she went aniway. well its okay. then. talking bout this holiday, it made me have the mood to study. yah. i practised maths. lotsa them. yea. and i like it. for the last two nights, i had these weird dreams. ugh. fuck the replacements laaa. stop looking at me like that. keeps my mind wondering why. nvm u wont understand. dont bother asking. i grow more tired thinking. so i avoid thinking by doiing things that i hate. btw, had my time with haziq. felt more satisfied now. fuck la he say play2 only. actually today my parents wants to bring me to johore with them. but i said no. im sick of the highways. it bores me. tmr got art class again.on sat, i have to attend an open house at Yishun. i dont feel like having fun already. talking bout fun, i hate friends who are selfish. fuck u la. u should know who u are. btw, Ratu said she'll be online at 5 yesterday. but i stayed till 6.3opm and she did not appear from anywhere. at night, i came online again at 9. stayed till 11pm. still negative. my pc brokedown today so i used the laptop. cb the pc ah. tired ah want to sleep.
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11:27 pm
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